I HATE THE WORLD AROUND ME
I’VE DESTROYED THE LIFE I’M LIVING
I HURT THE ONES I LOVE AROUND ME
AM I OKAY!?
THE HATRED DESTROYED MY LANTERN AND I CAN NO LONGER SEE IN THE DARK
THESE DAMNED DELUSIONS HAVE CAUSED ME TO MISS THE MARK
WHO AM I KIDDING, I’M VERY FUCKING AFRAID
I CAN’T FOCUS, IM SLOWLY SLIPPING AWAY
A simple myth to deflect the hurt around us!
Like the cold steel, we harden, yet we rust!
We teach this to others because we’re out of love,
The torment has happened so much, we’ve all become numb,
But we don’t realize the tears rolling down their face!
None of this pain should happen in the first place!
I now realize, the anger that was supposed to build me up from the ground…
Was like this rainfall, I’m coming down, coming down, coming down, COMING DOWN!
Born into an unforgiving world.
Filled with nothing but constant hurt.
All I see before me just fills me with rage.
And it won’t stop getting worse as I age.
Scarred, charred, conditioned, poisoned through my fucking veins!
The anger is never gone! However hard I try, the anger still remains!
Getting swept up in the merciless undertow driving these all-consuming black-metal songs is half the fun. The other half is in the riffs. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 17, 2019